I wrote this just now

sprezzatura

And then I decided to become whatever somewhere
Because no one would take me in

I decided to live with a person that would accept me
Provided I gave a monthly stipend and did all the dishes

I bought a dog, because he would agree with my thoughts
I bought a car, so that I could escape in an emergency

I do not regret anything but I miss all the stuff I used to have
Sometimes I feel sad, but mostly I feel like a person

Saturday Love

On Saturday Lover I've planned us a dinner
But you're not going to make it

I'll wear my best outfit
the one you picked out for me

And I'll put my hair back
And part it the way you like it

so my sweet curls fall over those
baby-blues you made love to so often

I'll sit and drink my coffee for an hour until
The waiter passes by and says nothing

but really he's saying
I don't think she's comin' pal

And I'll get up to leave.

Supposed to

Let's not forget that if the light ups of last night were
held like astral objects in the places we left them
the world would be aglow

Cluster those flare downs around me
that I might again feel as if I were unknown
Crook Solar System, Arrest Him!

Whose dominoes and pools cues held my love up against me
Like a gun and said "Give me everything that you've Got"
Translucent Biosphere illume

that I might remember you from when we were
young and coupling in a
storybook I neglected to finish up.

And the Galaxy is making a joke of me
for god is making a joke of me, who am I kidding
there is not a God, only a force which takes, or gives as it cruelly pleases

A Dearth Moon During Daytime

I saw the Moon
Half-sunk in Her Icey blue
I saw the Moon

Dark-Dented, fake-laked
What Horror! The Moon

Boundriless and Somehow Another New
Landscape I've Saved
For my Own keeping

how how how

a mirror and I'm there, Atop
or beside you, I Feel the equal
Time as distance

Nostalgia for you as I do
Queer Familiarity for this Satellite-like
Planatoid

Another Walker in my sky, with rude fate
To circle your lover forever
An odd Gravity suggests

it'll be a millenia before I
stop

It's been a while, what I've learned in the meantime

A Vermeer, On the Nightstand
Half-finished
During the nighttime

David’s Torso, and a Block of stone
During the night time

A Chisel left, Mona Lisa looks
right No Left no Right no left, Da Vinci doesn’t care
He’d rather be drawing Aeroplanes,
If only he could remember how it goes in the
Traumweld, the Dream forest
During the night time

it is difficult to Deduce ones dreams
The Satyr’s Curl falls here, says Michelangelo
no here, how was it in the dream? He is in a cave
During the nighttime sculpting a tomb for a king
who isn’t dead

During the night time, No the comma falls here says I don’t know
nearly every poet in the traumweld, I hate their squawking
During the Nighttime
And the Beautiful boy for whom we Sculpt
is asleep
During the Nighttime
that lucky Fuck

Yeah just like that

Tithonus & Aurora
How You'll find me how I'll find you, for you and You alone

For the Sake of Magnets I'll speak firstly of the Attractions:

Those that carry dawn upward and aloft, each motive lifted from the ground

The dust and sand splashed Up-drowning forever the starry afterward

Glow that glow that like candlelight illume those dark hours in the sweat of Search

Those Anxious browning pages-studious endeavours each flutter and Explode

To the center to the Fury of the dawn, Wake Aurora our Rose is here

Hurry secondly for the Love of light I'll dowse these phrases in the Sun:

Baptismal font Mercurial, Brass pooling in the lowlands in the valley Explode

Forever aloft forever for next the light explodes. Wake fawn, wake bird

It's time now hear the coming of the Rushing of the dawn, penchant fears

Blown Out, and in that blinding whitely oblivion I've seen everything I ever

Knew, I without body am for Giving, I without envy am for Love

Searcher relax your shoulders, thirdly for the Body, for your Bones:

Powder the dawn with your machismo, The Dynamo Electric Heart Explode

For lastly you are arrived, for the hands in hands the patient Nursed in the others

Exchange the pulse the Trade of Heat, the Caravan of pheromone Along the arm

Along the spine, the Hips the legs and Up the Surge of mind, to the Heart the exploding of the Heart

Can you hear it? The way your heart Erupts, the Sudden-shudder overcoming stroke

Of love, for finally the love completely, As the shadows scatter behind their foils:

Lunar & Solar greet the coming of the Glory of the Lord. In a meadow Alone and patient

In a field where nothing is grown, where the dawn breaks fingers with its explosive Rays

Where the kernels of Grain-explode and dash to dust to dust the Wind in a place where we seem alone

And always together are holding each other there is a surging beneath the earth where

She greets us with her open Breast, where we are touching always touching and always always together

Firstly Touch the earth Beneath Your feet

Secondly know she weight and Gravity lifts, this is flight

The vein of Gold in all of it, Thirdly know its Nature

For Finally the love, and know then that I am near

A Brand New Day