I wrote this just now

sprezzatura

And then I decided to become whatever somewhere
Because no one would take me in

I decided to live with a person that would accept me
Provided I gave a monthly stipend and did all the dishes

I bought a dog, because he would agree with my thoughts
I bought a car, so that I could escape in an emergency

I do not regret anything but I miss all the stuff I used to have
Sometimes I feel sad, but mostly I feel like a person

Saturday Love

On Saturday Lover I've planned us a dinner
But you're not going to make it

I'll wear my best outfit
the one you picked out for me

And I'll put my hair back
And part it the way you like it

so my sweet curls fall over those
baby-blues you made love to so often

I'll sit and drink my coffee for an hour until
The waiter passes by and says nothing

but really he's saying
I don't think she's comin' pal

And I'll get up to leave.

Supposed to

Let's not forget that if the light ups of last night were
held like astral objects in the places we left them
the world would be aglow

Cluster those flare downs around me
that I might again feel as if I were unknown
Crook Solar System, Arrest Him!

Whose dominoes and pools cues held my love up against me
Like a gun and said "Give me everything that you've Got"
Translucent Biosphere illume

that I might remember you from when we were
young and coupling in a
storybook I neglected to finish up.

And the Galaxy is making a joke of me
for god is making a joke of me, who am I kidding
there is not a God, only a force which takes, or gives as it cruelly pleases

A Dearth Moon During Daytime

I saw the Moon
Half-sunk in Her Icey blue
I saw the Moon

Dark-Dented, fake-laked
What Horror! The Moon

Boundriless and Somehow Another New
Landscape I've Saved
For my Own keeping

how how how

a mirror and I'm there, Atop
or beside you, I Feel the equal
Time as distance

Nostalgia for you as I do
Queer Familiarity for this Satellite-like
Planatoid

Another Walker in my sky, with rude fate
To circle your lover forever
An odd Gravity suggests

it'll be a millenia before I
stop