I wrote this just now

sprezzatura

And then I decided to become whatever somewhere
Because no one would take me in

I decided to live with a person that would accept me
Provided I gave a monthly stipend and did all the dishes

I bought a dog, because he would agree with my thoughts
I bought a car, so that I could escape in an emergency

I do not regret anything but I miss all the stuff I used to have
Sometimes I feel sad, but mostly I feel like a person